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the previous post.

PLEASE IGNORE!

I was pissed at SOMEBODY.

Sorry I took my rage out on all of ya'll...

IGNORE IT!

augh!
IM SO SICKK OF IT!

What you ask?
Underage Couples!

SERIOUSLY!

YOU ARE FREAKING TWELVE GOING ON THIRTEEN!

Cant you WAIT?
And NO I do NOT belive in all those crappish love quotes.
Admittedly, some are nice. But really, SOME are just CORNY.

YOU wanna become a couple.
YOU create bloody drama.
YOU want people to cry for you.

And im NOT just talking about One Person here

Hey look, im SORRY if I offend you. If you think you've found True Love, thats you not me

And you dont know what its like to be me, okay?
You dont know what its like to love somebody you should hate.
You dont know what its like having your crush like so many other girls BUT YOU.

And when that happens, you dont have anyone to turn to. Not even your closest friends make you happy at the time. You need Her.

So whatever you know?
Listen to me
Dont listen to me...
Whatever.

My opinion.
Thats just me, cant change the way I am to satisfy you.

- laaynaa

urghh!
Soo addicted...
to Lip Gloss!
Just bought another one today.
From Body Shop.
And two from Guardian.
But those are like, a bit retarded.

andandand...

I got like body butter in three types like cherry, orange n' pink grapefruit.
N i'm not 100% suure what body butter is used for...

Whatever. It smells nice.

Xmas shopping DONE!
Wheeeee!~~
Only mine n' Lara's are left and im not allowed to follow...
xP

Christmas Pageant!
Went awesomely!
But I really miss all my buddies at the club.

MARISSAAA!
TESSAAAA!
SHERNESEE!
CELEEESTE!
CASSIEEE!

um... and the rest, you know who ya'll are.. (:
Like the cuuute ones; Seraa! Joshii! andand
Devashiniiiii! xD

Miss you all.
See you around yeah?


Eash gtg.
Signing out!
- Laaynaa xx

hey you know what's really freaky?
this is 100 % true. honest.

kay, I told you I keep Girlie's dark purple scarf under my pillow rite?
well... I had put it in my bag & forgot to take it out.
so, when I went to bed. I couldn't sleep! Serious!
I tried and tried...
Drank Milo, listened to 'Fireflies'(it has a nice calming effect)

Still nothing!
then I remembered that the scarf was in my LSS bag.
so I took it and put it back under my pillow.
AND I SLEPT TIL MORNING.

How weird is that?
It's true. Honest.
What's THAT supposed to mean?
Ugh. Mom wants to use.
Gtg. -Laynaa xx

UPDAAAATE!

wheeeee!~~


umum...

URGHH!
HER!
SO MAD AT HER!

well... currently...
bet i'll get over it.
I always do esp when SHE makes me mad.


whatever...
moving on...

Today?
Six hours in Mid Valley.
Doing present shopping (:
For family.

Btw, if I have a christmas party, on the 25th, would you come?
Cause if the feedback isnt good then I wont have it.
I always dunno what to do if people come over.

IM BOOOORRRINGG!

Thats why I always ask to come over to other people's houses. ;)
Im laamee :P

urm...
what else?
Pageant practice?
That's... going well...
If only some people had a better attitude.
Not stating names though.
Be polite.
:P


er. kaay.
thats all?

conclusion; I HAVE A LOT OF ANGST!
But according to my Mood Necklace, im happy 95 % of the day. :P

ttyl then.
- Laaynaa

heyyarr
like the lay?
I think its cute.
So in the season.

Errm. Short post.
Have to go to a christmas party at the Club.
Yeah, i know right?

Marissa just said she's not coming. ==
imma gonna be ALMOST friendless.
boohoo. :P

kk. gtg. bye.
- Laynaa xx

Girlie Memories 2009. <3

- The third week of school, she raised her eyebrow when she saw me come in to the staff room to help Pn Ng. I later found out she was jelous.

- All those times she scolded some of those 6A boys for disturbing me or Nimisha.

- All the comforting SMSes she sent me to console me when my aunt passed away.

- She forgave me and never brought up the subjct again even after she loudly exclaimed "I Will Never Forgive You For This!". Which made me cry when she said that. Dont ask what I did. Seriously. Its embarassing.

- She sang an off key version of Happy Birthday to me in the staff room on my birthday.

- Made me feel happy even after the worst Teacher's Day i've ever experienced.

- Told me that me & Nimisha were her adopted daughters after the party we threw her on her 41st birthday. (Im planning to do it again for her 42nd. Shh! (: )

- On Report Card Day, after fawning over my cute sis, Emily, told me what a good big sis I am to look after her so well. x)

- Forced me to buy gross food during Desathon. ( Dint even finish eating it xD)

- Pushed and pushed me to work hard for UPSR. Gave me the inspiration to make her proud.

- Sent me an SMS to tell me not to stress out and to wish me the best of luck the night before UPSR.

- Was there for all three UPSR days hugging me and telling me that it was going to be okay when I was totally panicking out.

- Shared her secondary school memories with me and Nimisha telling us that she was just as much the rebels as we are now.

- Was there for almost all my Bola Jaring games. Cheering like mad (:

- Shared the Twilight dream with me & Nimisha. TEAM JACOB! xD

- Played Speed with me & Nimisha while she totally cheated her way to winning. :D

- Tolerated our eavesdropping on her phone conversations with a smile (:

- Lent me her camera for three days to do our NIE porject. (Stole some of her pics. Shh!) xD

- She lived up our laast PBI :D

- Forced and forced me to dance for the Deepavali perhimpunan. And I managed to wriggle my way out if it xD

- Was one of my shoulders to cry on after the Goodbye Party we had for Marissa.

- Was so starstruck to see me in the saree on READ 2009 day. xDD

- She was there to watch me do the Reading Pledge and I focused on her most of the time to kill my anxiety.

- She purposely made me feel jelous over Mathuri getting first in her class. (BETRAYER! go 6M huh??) But I got over it. And I was nervous cause if she's proud of Matty getting first, what about me and my 5As?

- She came to all the Super Senior and 180 Degrees auditions and persuaded Ckg Hilmy that both groups deserved to get through.

- She was my shoulder to cry on that day we all started blubbering for no reason, she said to me and Nimisha that She Will Always Be With Us No Matter What. And she and Matty cried for us on that day too.

- That day she supervised our practice and brought down 5E then afterwards joined our Tick Tock dance xD

- When she hugged me the moment she saw me on Prom Day.

- She took pictures for me on demand on Prom (:

- She was practically the only teacher that really MOVED on during Tick Tock. And yes, she did to that 'Shaking Down To The Ground' dance move that me & Nimisha taught her, really well. xD

- Tried her best to make me and Nimisha win something on Hari Anugerah but we didnt. I dont care. The fact that she tried meant so much to me.

- Cheered like a mad person when 180 Degrees danced on Hari KK. x)

- When she was in 6A, eating spag, I just for fun asked her to feed me. FOR FUN. And she was gonna give me vegetables but I kept arguing that I didnt want vegies but she kept saying that I should just eat it and shoved it in my mouth eventually. xDD

- UPSR Results Day; she was signing my Reminiz then she asked for some privacy, then when I went to get my book back, I saw her tearstained eyes avoiding my own, while I was walking away, I saw her reach for a tissue and dab her eyes. (aww (: )

- Before our results were announced, she enveloped me and Nim in an enormous hug and wished us luck.

- When I got my 5A's, she ran up on stage and hugged me while I was still crying like some retarded baby.

- Afterwards, she led me and Nim upstairs to the staff room, and gave Nimisha a rectangular box, wrapped in wrapping paper. And me, a big plastic bag with an even bigger box. And I burst out crying again saying, "Oh My Godd, you really didnt have to do that!". Then she hugged me & Nimisha while saying something then her voice cracked and I saw a single tear fall from her auburn eyes...





She gave me a saree. The most beautiful saree i've ever seen.
She gave me her purple scarf. That I keep under my pillow.
I gave her a blue clutch purse from Robinsons.


She always made me feel like I was wanted.
Like if I said I was the fattest whale in Std 6,
She'd say I was skinnier than a flagpole.
If I said I was the ugliest pig in Std 6,
She'd say I was the most beautiful girl in the world.

Im not saying its true. But its nice to know some one loves me for who I am.

I miss her...